On 30th April 2011 you would have been 50 years old son and. I would have baked you a chocolate cake. I would have liked to have sat in your garden with you and talked with you but you are not here now and I am sad. My heart still aches for you but I tell myself that you had enough of this life and I pray that you are now at peace. It is so hard for us. We try with Iona, she is vulnerable and I pril 2011. We are old, so will meet up soon.